As I am in the twilight of my twenties, I am come to the conclusion that I should begin to reflect back on all that has happened to me over the last decade. It has been said that one shouldn't look back at where they've been, but begin to look forward at where they're going. Don't get me wrong - I whole-heartedly agree - but I also feel that it is important to see how experiences, both good and bad, have shaped who I am today.
When I entered my twenties nine years ago, I was a fresh-faced college sophomore. I was SOOOO naive. Considering where I am now, I know that I was sheltered and lived a very innocent existence, relatively speaking. I wasn't caring about my future career, marriage, or "aging". I was living the life - hanging out with friends and going to class. My biggest concern was what I would wear to class in order to impress those I thought important. Geez...what a weenie!
Looking back now, I realize that I have been through so much. I have graduated community college, went on for my bachelors, and finally have achieved my master's through much hard work. I dated, got married, and managed to screw up enough to go through a divorce. I have dealt with depression, financial trouble, and weight issues.
Sounds bad, right? Believe it or not, my twenties were not all bad. I have had some great successes, such as my educational achievements. I am also in my sixth year of teaching and I know that is where God has called me to be. I am dating this INCREDIBLE, AWESOME lady who has brought new life to me and has changed how I feel about relationships. My family continues to support me emotionally and gives me help where I need it. Life is treating me well.
In summary, I think that each one of us has to ride this roller coaster called "Life". I wish that we could have nothing but good experiences, but that is just not realistic. I have found that even though there are some rather tricky twists, turns, and loops in our respective roller coasters, you MUST learn to enjoy the ride and let God be your safety bar. See the value in your experiences and no one can upset the ride.
